work /// 2005 Text, Audio, Paintings
I was a little girl I was often asked: "What are you going to be
when you grow up?". Truthfully told, I always hated the question,
but answered it sincerely. I was going to marry my dad. All I was
really looking for was safety. Most of the people who go to psychics
are insecure about their future. They are confused and unsatisfied
with their lives. The psychics tell you about people who are watching
you and guiding from heaven. They talk about faith and charity,
children, money and love. They tell you that it might be good for
you to get exercise and talk about the future. To me, this is just
another way for people to get an answer to what they are going to
be when they grow up. Yet another way to know whether they will
become happy. After having gone to three psychics during a short
period of time, I am neither happier nor safer about the future.
I don't remember half of what I was told. I just remember advice
which I thought was unrealistic, like that I should be in a choir.
I can't carry a tune and hate singing. In my paintings, I use sentences
which provoke me in a good sense. I work at the paintings based
on what I feel when I am creating them, but of course I am influenced
by what I am thinking or doing each time.